Man. My mind cannot seem to get off people I have known, past, present and future.

It?s all been good, all been an experience, every single one of them.

Mike Collins for his amazing sense of photography and intellect.

John Cookman for standing up for me when I didn?t think anything would.

Tom Zurell for being so fucking sweet and tolerant when my mind was elsewhere.

Gene Flynn for helping me see who I really am and for growing.

Aaron Sandeen for being just a plane ride away.

Barry Gallant for making me see that love can extend over a decade, even though it was in a schizophrenic kind of way.

Neil for making me feel so comfortable when I was nervous.

Dayna Karges just for being the first woman I kissed.

Jamie Reid for his thoughtfulness and love even when I wanted to be single.

Don Robertson for his intellect and writing.

Scott Kelterborn for his Tragically Hip, being beautiful, and making me feel the same, his uniqueness, his love, his craziness, his caring, passion, intimacy, time, soul, everything, and for us not being together being the best thing in the world that could have happened.

Michelle deVerteiul for letting me be the first woman to be with her.

Dean Carter for being passionate about so many things.

Jen for her absolute obsession with getting me naked.

Paul Girling for being dangerous with seductive eyes.

Paul Langlois for his oddities.

Paul Hayes for tricking me into thinking he was asleep.

Rick McKenzie for always being honest with me.

Don, Alec, Tom, Rod, Ricky, Brent, Dave, and Brad for always letting me be one of the guys.

Caleb Lepp for always keeping me on my toes, his eyes and the way he seeps into my heart and soul, for his beauty, for letting me love him, his mind, his love that I am proud to have, the future to come and the fact that he allows me to sing my toe song.

Tammy Claridgefor letting me know that she?s never had a friend like me, and allows me to know every secret, every thought she has and says I have expanded her thoughts. And because she tells me she loves me.

Adam Cull for the look on his face when I told Mom and Charlie about the bathroom.

Mike Charest for almost breaking his legs for me.

Not a person but the Circus Room for an adventure I never thought would happen.

Shane Claridge because he always looks me in the eyes with a smile and asks how I?m doing.

Panda because he?s simply the best.

Lou Petriello for being my good friend, always being there for me and seeing him cry when I moved to Kitchener.

Charlie for being my second Dad and putting up with the shit but never giving up on me and being my best friend.

Fletch. For being someone I loved with all my heart, for our talks, for his friendship, for being different, for being my brother and for leaving me with beautiful memories when he died. I?m honored to have had him in my life.

Mom for her sweetness, for her weakness, for her neverending love and support, just for her.

Dad for his astounding mental abilities, his creativity, his philosophy, his understanding of anything I ever talk about, just for being an incredible spirit.

And once again. I thank Caleb for for his love.